stay or go.

2005-01-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

factory reject =(

2004-12-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

lately i've taken an interest in cosmetics. i think mascaras are very fun to put. but they are black and icky. and surprisingly, i know how to use it. i've also tried putting foundation and blush. i am a natural! hahahahaha okok kidding..but since chrismas is near, i decided that i should decorate my nails too. what say you to black and white nails :D [youre sucha lazy blogger that i decided

2004-11-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

gone to beijing till saturday. sigh. gonna be cold. john is gonna be cold.

2004-11-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

today i told cat's friend to talk two octaves lower because she squealed too much.. and i played so much gunbound that i din have much time to talk on msn lalala :D and i spent the whole day at home trying to _______________ (fill in the blank). two minutes worth of a post :) [ your standard time taken anyway!hahah blog more for u next time la.. love <3 ]

2004-10-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

o levels is on monday if u see me online on saturday tell me to get off. ill pay u.

2004-10-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

purple umbrella for taiyangsianshen.

2004-10-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

sun stick make thee smile. 50k more than worth the mile

2004-10-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

today i felt like dying. realli so.

2004-10-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

This is not written by me OK this is something fun i learned how to do when i was running from a friend of mine who was chasing me with a club and beating me over the head(3 concussions) so what you do is if it’s your first time make sure your not wearing shoes with flat bottoms,they will have no grip and you won’t be able to run on the wall andit’s best to back away from the wall about 10-12

2004-10-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

i going beijing on 8 - 13 november. bye singapore bye mr sunshine hi winter hi china. helo PRC ppl. sigh? dun wanna go. my fone has no roam. zzz must i subscribe? im geting confirmed on the 14 nov. name - melchizedek. pray for me pls. jesus loves u

2004-10-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

sigh. lalala

2004-10-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

testing

2004-10-04T17:37:00.001+08:00

testing

2004-10-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

testing

2004-09-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

ur a cscg. do u noe?

2004-09-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

mixed feelings. hurt.

2004-09-05T09:23:00.000+08:00

nth can replace you.

2004-09-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

i cant live with out you

2004-08-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

my post. bye bye.

2004-08-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

Fluting Braces Help, I'm wired! As you should know, flute playing is done with both lips vertically on top of each other. When you're playing with braces, this vertical position changed. Correcting the position of the lips is the main answer to your tone prayer. Don't despair, it won't be easy restoring your good old tone but it can be done. Use your ears and everything between them. Types Upper

2004-08-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

today jonathan tan pissed me off. again. during section talk- he said to the sec ones: "we(sec threes) have decided that once you all come into the main band, you all will be in second flute". ok. some things i wud like to point out. I, have not been included into this discussion and i do not noe anithing abt it. so, i do not see y he has to say we. thanks for putting words in my mouth/

2004-08-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

oh. i was thinking. abt how screwed things are. sigh. wad do i do if i want to be kind to u, but u want to piss me off u noe u are lower than me, den y do u still do these? every1 has a limit. and i hav reached mine. i will not tolerate u but i noe i hav given u freedom and leeway. i will do and i will hav no regrets

2004-08-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

YEEAHEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOI. So now the blog is new. and done. without skins or anithing. from SCRATCH! actualli not realli. becox i stole some html from alicia. But she screwed the blog up so its ok rite?

2004-08-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh

2004-08-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

WOHOOO. trying to republish the whole blog now.

2004-08-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

is this what i really want? to stand here in the dark finding the light myself? falling, and falling? and seeking the same light even tho i see another 1? another 1 closer? another 1 i do not have to find? is it what i want?

2004-08-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

ytd was AP. it was realli boring. stood dere for so long. but wad spurred me on was seeing other platoons fallinf out. and not a single bandsman fell out. it was a very nice feeling. aNiwae. after Ap we were all in the bandroom. den my SL took section foto. den he started talking to us. then i realli felt like crying. its relli touching.i wunder if ill have the same effect on my section next yr.

2004-08-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

my certificate. by alicia(:

2004-08-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

ok. was just thinking abt some things. whenever i go into a sec 4 bandsman blog, i see the same thing. one more week. den gone. den they feel so sad. den i was thinking. well 3 yrs have past quickly for me too. i rmb myself in my first parade, learning how to fall in. i also rmb whn Bs fell us(Sec 1) in and shouted at me. i was sweating. and i was scared. and now. time has past. now. im taking a

2004-08-01T09:10:00.000+08:00

will nvr find. u noe. but it wun happen. it cant happen. so i wun ever try.

2004-07-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

i wish wad happened in the past nvr happend

2004-07-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

i want to let go. but its so hard. the eyes hav given up. just too many things. i just want to let you go. if its wad u realli want. den take it. im giving it to you. but if you want to stay. den give me your evrything. but not as if ur gonna read this

2004-07-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

i din go school today. sho happy. haha. stay home read bio. hmm. madness. aniwae. yar. got nth to say. except i found a long lost fren so kinda. happi? =)

2004-07-11T09:00:00.000+08:00

whoa lo. ytd was running a fever. in the morning was 37.2. so mom din let me go skool until it went down. den i slept slept. took panadol. den it ok. in the after noon it was better. but head pain and giddy/ den abt 6. it was 39.somthing? ah. den 7 - 8++ was 40.1 k. dad gave me another panadol. din go down. so send me kk hospital. i dun wnana go dere ever. all small boi running ard.

2004-07-10T11:19:00.000+08:00

memories creep back to me. find me unaware. my mind sees everything/ all the pain. all the hurt it all comes back. its tendrils clutching my heart. i want to fite it. but im too weak no use thinking abt it. i shall sleep becox i hav fever

2004-07-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

ok. today sucked. damn boring. skool had nth nice to do. den after skool had YCS. damn gay. we did nth thruout. waste time. den this teacher came in show some presentation. not even meant for me. so i played at the back den got scolded. shit. den went to NJC for some top secret mission. yar. den came home lo. after taking a major detour. yar. eh. renaissance is 7 days from now. so im rather

2004-07-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

maybe u can learn to think of how others think. becox maybe u dun realise, but sometimes ppl are hurt. sometimes whatever small thing you do has a really large impact on them. everything.

2004-07-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

A substance which may explode under the affect of aflame. Sheesh you have such nice temper!However if someone tinged your nerve, we'lljust say a prayer fer him/her.

2004-07-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

its not u im refering to. its just not u.

2004-07-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

u must be fuking gay to be flirting lik this. -- refer to some boi.

2004-07-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

boys dun blog. and boys dun read blogs.

2004-06-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

my girlfriend: i have a girlfriend. her name is catherine, and i love her. yup. so. ya. i love her =)

2004-06-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Never knew I could feel like this Like I've never seen the sky before I want to vanish inside your kiss Every day i'm loving you more than this Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings Telling me to give you everything Seasons may change, winter to spring But I love you until the end of time Chorus: Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day Suddenly the world seems such a

2004-06-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

The Truth A decade years or more ago; Where my ancestors lived and roamed. There lived two men of great renown; Whose names are still well known. Bold Raffles from Western shores; Seek trade routes thru Eastern doors. St. John Baptist of noble rheims; But gave it up to bless and preach. Both had a wish, a hope, a dream; They hatched a daring plan. To educate all yound minds; Thus

2004-06-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

sad

2004-06-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

Title: Yu Jian artist : stephanie sun. Ting jian dung tian de li khai Wo zai mou nian mou yue sing kwo lai Wo siang wo deng wo ci dai Wei lai chue bu neng ying chi an pai Ying tian pang wan che chuang wai Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai Xiang zuo xiang you xiang chian khan Ai yao gua chee ge wan chai lai Wo yu jian sui hui you chem yang de dui bai Wo deng de ren tha zai duo yuan de wei

2004-06-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

good morning singapore. ytd i went for some shit music xchange with chua chu kang ss , regent ss, Bedok north ss. walau. onli bedok good. e others suck. totally. flute so nice but canoot play. hahahaaha. oh well. wad to do. aniwae. i havent started ani homework yet. so ani1 did the binomial theorom shit pls send me. haha. oooooh. updated, hi alicia

2004-05-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

ok. here is my chi test paper. it sucks. but oh well. easily done by higher chi ppl/ its sec 4 u noe. haha. go do. den email me. den i see whether urs is up to standard =)

2004-04-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

finally. its getting better =). today went to eat at jacks after skool. damn funny man wx and chester. mad 1. haha. we are mad. den took taxi bac to skool. den after band bs did sth weird and funny. ask me stand in e dark store room think of y i was standing in e bandroom doing nth. den after tt met amelia and petrina at orchard. was 45 min late. oh well. den met peter. and waent to gleneagles to

2004-04-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

evry time i think its gettin better, i onli find out nths happening. or is it gettin worse? u aint doing anihting at all. nth. haix.

2004-04-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

hi gareth are u going to copy this too?

2004-04-13T10:37:00.000+08:00

it hurts when u do this to me. put all my trust in u. but u backstabbed me. i wish we can go back to befor. but u wun want to. u found some1 so fast. now im left here alone. and i want to die.

2004-04-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [CHORUS:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away

2004-04-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

i've fallen into a trap/ damn. fuck u biatch. fuck u all.

2004-04-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Whitney: Many nights we prayed, with no proof anyone could hear In our hearts a hopeful song, we barely understood Now we are not afraid, although we know there's much to fear We were moving mountains long, before we knew we could Chorus: There can be miracles, when you believe Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill Who knows what miracle, you can achieve When you believe, somehow you will You

2004-04-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

tmr is my RC bazzar and i havent sold any tix yet. wow. den i dun wanna skip band. haix/ no choice. and. i duno wad to say/ stufff to private to be letting ppl read. i duno hu read tis aniwae.

2004-03-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

Dun drag me into tis. im tired. ive had enuff. seriously. i want to start a new life.

2004-03-30T17:48:00.000+08:00

Music:Jacky Zhang/Words: Jascha Richter) Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you girl (Chorus) Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is - haven't got a clue Show me that

2004-03-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

today i was looking at track. den e gun so loud. walau hope thurs i not first runner. tmr my parents flying to bangcock. yay. haha. must go church to pic k shoes up. hmmm/ den. today had suprise bi-weekly. damn.i copied whole thing man. hah. den. i hate my place in class. so irritatin. haix. hope can do well in all my tests, i havent been blogging lately too. sian. haha. lalala.

2004-03-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU - An Jing Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian Shui zhao de da ti qin An jing de jiu jiu de Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai Wo dong wo ye zhi dao Ni mei you she bu de Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo Ye zhi shi ceng jing Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni Wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan Wo gen ben

2004-03-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Your song. Elton John It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell

2004-03-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

today is fuked up. soo boring. 2 teachers absent k! den. 2 math periods. walau. i daydreaming den teacher call me do. damn. luckily ppl in front help me. den. hgher chi. wah. bi weekly is shit man. i nvr study at all. can do like 3 of e chao qu. zhao qu. wadever. den. he make us stay back becox din hand in some shit. damn. den got band. wah. play prima luce. such a nice song. hmmm. den, nth much

2004-03-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

damn. last day of hols. so much hw. haix. i bet 3/4 of ppl in sg havent done hw yet. man. i hate heng. haix. fush... die heng o O |--/|\ stab /\ /\ go to hell idiotic teachers!

2004-03-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

I love u.

2004-03-15T11:53:00.000+08:00

today i came home from camp. 3 day 2 nite. whoa. [day 1] had PTM in the morning. my teacher said good things abt me so im happi. den my dad happi. den heng was not in e hall so i din bring my dad to him. lame sia. den 1pm camp start. we did tis presentation, must act as if we leaders of the band. den must motivcate e men to. do bettter alll dat. den we played a gay game. we spun round and

2004-03-12T08:59:00.000+08:00

hey. im in school again. im alwaes bloggin in school. so stupid. today got some stupid house cheer sh*t. and i din get last. but got some mascot who came and breakdanced. brokedance. wadeva. aniway. teacher sucks. BAH

2004-03-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

2004-03-07T09:31:00.000+08:00

The story goes that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face." They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who

2004-03-05T17:42:00.000+08:00

today. i went bowling. wow. all time low ok. first game 45. second is 90 at least. shytes. tmr bowling again. haix. den after we went to play lan. wow. im good. hahaaaaa. hiax. den. tmr is a bday party. i have to go.. shud be fun. haha. ok. tis is gay. boring

2004-03-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-03-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-03-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hao Xin Fen Shou [ Candy Lo ] Si fau hun ging nga, gong but chuet suet wah Muet chor aw si suet, nei seung fun sau ma Chang kup nei soon fook dou, jau jeung min yueng Hor gaai wui faan ngaau nei yut ha, nei ji ma [ Lee Hom ] Ye xu gai fan xing, bu ying zai shuo hua Bei fang qi de wo, ying you ci bao ma Ruo guo wo ceng shi ge, huai mu yang ren Neng fou zai rang wo, shi yi xia, bao yi

2004-03-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

hey. today my bro butch fren came to bake cake. den my bro gave me away to her. haix. den. i havent failed any subjects yet. damn! im good. oh wells. listening to ONe boy One girl. nice... hmm. today had ipw thing. den my group decided to call ourselves squirt cum poke so ppl will come. so u must come. and amelia. ill try to leave early since i have been forced to go u concert. haicx. u din come

2004-03-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

hey. see daily update. im gettin better. oh. my bro and his fren went to cold storage to get stuff to bake cake. hahaaa. i heard sir sirhan goes to ppl's blogs so i cant say anithing abt teachers or wad so ever. i was on e bus den got ants biuting me. still so itchy. haix. sians. later must go church. ppl think i got so mucjh time. aniway im doing well in my tests so dun need to study today.whee.

2004-03-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

sorri. my web has no links yet. but. soon i will put. but u can link me first. whoever u are. aniway. today got my chem results. i got 84. so kewl eh. 2nd in class. den E math got 81. 3rd in class. im too clever. haix. but. A math sure fail one. i saw malcolm. he got 72 or sth. so high. i screwed up. tmr get amath and physics. hmm. den must go church tmr. for some meeting. sian eh, but e acs boi

2004-03-01T09:06:00.000+08:00

im in skool now. bored so i decided to blog. bah! today i din bring chi books to skool but din get screwed becox teacher got stomach ache den go SH*T. now ish english. im supposed to be searching for things tt happened on my bday. so wad? so boring. haha. cannot be bothered. tis guy next to me showing doom3 pics. e graphics good eh. the side. the side the front. the side the front the back.

2004-02-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

ahh. because of the responce from all u ppl out dere for me to update, i shall once again update!!! its so long since i got my results. im in a nerd class. and i am not e shortest/ thank you mom! aniway. i got gay teachers and a pikachu to teach math. sorry lim kah choo. aniway. i have a new hp no. so update ya? hmm. realli i hav nth to say. wads dere to say? oh. valentines day in 3 days? and i

2003-11-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

ok. today went to sch to see posting. it sucks but since i din realli study i carn complain. ok it goes like this. *sings* JOHN got into e blardy class of 307! he is with weikann and dannel low and chuawenxiang! and he is doing full geog hist elective!!! oh yea oh yea, anyway thankew amelia for helping me do homework. :)

2003-11-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

omg. its 2 weeks since matrix released and i haven watched it yet. im a lagger. well. i stay home all day so deres not much to blog abt. besides. hu actualli reads my blog? besides u? hmm. u muz be another great fan of mine eh? yea.

2003-11-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

BoA - Atlantis princess 저 먼 바다 끝엔 뭐가 있을까 다른 무언가 세상과는 먼 얘기 구름위로 올라가면 보일까 천사와 나팔부는 아이들 숲속 어디엔가 귀를 대보면 오직 내게만 작게 들려오는 목소리 꿈을 꾸는 듯이 날아가볼까 저기 높은 곳 아무도 없는 세계 그렇게도 많던 질문과 풀리지 못한 나의 수많은 얘기가 돌아보고 서면 언제부턴가 나도 몰래 잊고있던 나만의 비밀 (이제 정말)왜 이래 나 이제 커버린 걸까 (이제 정말)뭔가 잃어버린 기억 (지금 내맘)이젠 나의 그 작은 소망과 꿈을 잃지 않기를 저 하늘속에 속삭일래 오예- 까만 밤하늘에 밝게 빛나던 별들 가운데 나 태어난 곳 있을까 나는 지구인과 다른 곳에서 내려 온 거라 믿고 싶기도 했어 그렇게도 많던 질문과 풀리지

2003-11-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-11-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

Jewel Stand. Walk in a corner shop See a shoplifting cop See the old lady with a gun See the hero try 2 run Nothing's what it seems, I mean It's not all dirty, but it's not all clean There's children paying bills There's monks buying thrills There's pride for sale in magazines There's pills

2003-11-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey. my tag board spoilt. and. got msg scrolling below. hu's code? shitshit. paiseh. i will remove asap. lolx.

2003-11-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

new layout. but y is e iframe overlapping?

2003-11-12T11:23:00.000+08:00

ok. so msn got prob. and i cant sign in. wad e hell. aniwae. hols are soooo bored. haix. im gonna miss being an 01ner. but at least i can be x01. ppl like kelvin so sad. not insulting u. but nvr experienced playing with nerds b4. haix.

2003-11-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

hey. im like gonna be late. muz go to AMB cox of duno wad. sheesh. so far away. aniway. i figured my com sux so im gonna buy a new pne. tis is my wishlist and my bday is 5jan. hint** 1)Shoes 2)computer 3)Boardshorts. yup. and i havent watched matrix yet!!! if u wanna watch with me tell me. sheesh. sounds so despo. haix. ok. gonna be late. tata

2003-11-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

hey. i got dirt rash all over cox of stupid camp. i wanna awtch matrix. haiya. school holidays are sopooooooooooooo boring. deres no1 online who is nice to talk to too. sheesh. haiya. wad a dumb day. so hot

2003-11-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

eh. reminded by [A]melia to update. i just came back from Kluang malaysia(wherever tt is) and from ACE camp. it totalli sucks. Day one-- canoing. wet 1 set PE. thunderstorm. thanx to e blardy non-waterproof tents all of my clothes were wet. i slept half naked on a wet sleepingbag. day 2-- carn rmb wad happended. dried my clothes. had cooking. cooked great food. oh ya. we climbed e mountain.

2003-10-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

well. last day of sch. last day of 01. bye frens from 201. cy@ ard soon. aniwae. hope go sama sama class as malcolm. den just came home from gg to eat lunch with bing. wah. she got alot frens sia. aniwae i figured. nygh is antiboy skool. oh gtg play with malcolm. tata

2003-10-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

hey. sorri no tag board. aniwae.today so eventful. u noe in e morning. i walked into cath class and guess who was dere. sitting dere looking at me? amanda lim. at first i din recognise her cox she cut hair but later on i figured it was her. wow. she attended mass and all. den i went to duno where to see ppl sing song. booooooring. den went sws. but there was no sws. so stuck at ghim moh. den

2003-10-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

hi libing and cousin

2003-10-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

oh yea. fixed e time thing. stupid blog.

2003-10-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

here i am. arms aching. leg cramp. lazing ard at home when there is F1 water race thing. sheesh. i watch rugby in tv. man how dey run so fast when they so big sia? sheesh. carn beliff it. lalala.

2003-10-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Which band instrument are you? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-10-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

hey. i decided to blog. whoa. today played cards in skool. man. someone owes me 12million dollars. den. after skool had band. oh man. did 90 pushups. den summore do till my thumb bleed(dun ask how) den. now two fingers injusred. lucki tmr deepavali den no skool. muahaha!

2003-10-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

HEy ppeeps. i just figured. skools ending. haix. can i leave my frens? its so hard to part. haiya

2003-10-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hi. its me. and my resultsd are out. however. i shant put it here or some realli moronic ppl will come and disturb me. Just live your own life ppl with good marks.